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The Resident

The point of view is first person, and the narrator is telling the story by looking back at her memories. When the story uses first person, it puts me into the story as I am reading so I am the one that is experiencing everything in the story. It takes place at Devil’s Throat, which is a retreat for artist to work on their projects without extirpations. The plot is a woman got acceptance letter to Devils’ Throat and once she gets there, she meets other artists such as a painter, sculptor and photographer.

The climax happens when she remembers when she was in Girl Scout camp and how the other campers moved her outside at night. She looks up at the night sky and sees the galaxy and realizes that she small compared to the galaxy, she is small like atom. The resolution came when drove back home and looks at the trees and realize that have not change. She goes back to her neighborhood and looks at her neighbors and wonders if they are new or not and if the woman that she saw is her wife.

The story made me think that the author was dead, and she went to hell. But she died a day earlier than what was planned and that was why everyone was shocked to see her. It made me think that all artists can be crazy about their own but sometimes they need to step back and join the reality of the world. It did not make me feel anything, I just read the story.

Difficult at Parties

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Honestly, “Difficult at Parties” was one of the harder short stories I’ve read. It’s not a surprise that in writing about the female experience, Machado would end up writing about something at least 1 in 5 women have experienced. It’s a story that you just have to sit with for a while. Though it is never outright stated what happened, the clues left for the reader are easy to pick up upon. From her partner’s caution after driving her home from the hospital and bruises, along with the officer who is mentioned once and never again, it is clear this was a sexual crime.

A protagonist who is recovering from a sexual assault by binging pornographic videos now suddenly hears the actors’ thoughts in these videos. To me, this felt like a way of conveying the disconnect and discomfort many victims of sexual assault can end up experiencing in an attempt to repair their lives. Hearing the voices prevents the protagonist from potentially gaining any sexual satisfaction from these videos. But because nothing else is working and the justice system for SA survivors is a joke, she continues to watch them and it becomes a coping mechanism itself.

The protagonist and her boyfriend, Paul, attend a housewarming party where a woman with pearls seems to be repeatedly putting the moves on Paul, who continuously rejects her advances. She touches his arm familiarly; he bats her away with his hand. His muscles look taut enough to snap… The woman with the pearls touches Paul’s arm again. He shakes his head, almost imperceptibly. Who is she? Why is she–” (229). The protagonist and Paul haven’t slept together since she was assaulted, and Paul has been understanding and caring. But the protagonist still has a level of guilt for not being able to perform the expected duties she has as a woman in a romantic relationship. And in many of the videos she watches, many of the participants have very different internal feelings than what they are displaying. To me, this spoke to the expectations that are placed on those, especially women, who are in romantic/sexual relationships in their personal lives or on screen. These expectations seem to be what pushes the protagonist to initiate with Paul, even if she doesn’t feel 100% ready.

The story ends with the protagonist watching a video of herself and Paul having sex to see what they are thinking. I took this as a potential spark of hope for the protagonist to begin taking small but firm steps towards the healing process. Hearing what Paul is thinking may give her the reassurance that he does love her and is there to support her. Even if things are difficult for now.

The Memory Police has a seemingly simple enough plot – a woman watches parts of her world disappear thanks to the mysterious Memory Police. She tries to hold on, but then as more things disappear, it becomes harder. One day she begins to disappear, and she does.

But The Memory Police holds a special place in my heart. As someone who struggles with memory issues, this book felt like looking at my life. I forget my most precious memories, and the only way to hold on to them is through the physical records. The way the author doesn’t remember and needs help reminds me a lot of myself – so much it’s scary.

But The Memory Police is just that at its heart – a fantastical story (with some weird moments (what in the name of Merlin was that affair scene?) about losing those precious moments in life, until we lose ourselves as time goes by. Memories shape us as a person – who are we without our memories? It’s a tough question to answer, and Yoko Ogawa, in my opinion, captures it perfectly.

We are nothing.

Our memories shape us because without those important life experiences, we are nothing. This is easily represented by the fact when our narrator has nothing of their personality left, they begin to fade away. And that describes the magic and individuality behind each person;we as a person fade away when our memories do.

So maybe The Memory Police isn’t about genocide or a stern warning about dictatorship and uniformity; it’s a lesson that without our memories shaping us, we are simply nothing but thin air.

the resident road image“The Resident” follows an author who has been accepted into an artists’ residency in the mountains where she used to go to girl scout camp. At the beginning, she is elated, but as time passes she becomes increasingly uneasy. For much of this story, and even to an extent still, I was unsure of the exact fantastic element. The most explicitly “fantastic” event, to me, was the appearance on her doorstep of the other half of the rabbit, but even this is not unexplainable. I think that the fantastic element of this story is stored in the way it is written. The writing gives off the impression that the residency contains some vague but malevolent presence, causing the narrator’s unsettling experiences and the progressive loss of her sanity. This was achieved using a variety of horror tropes: The last-stop at the gas station with a strange, unfamiliar program on the tv and a cashier who freezes up at the mention of the narrator’s destination; the expectation that a hand will shoot out from under the bed; the recurring bad weather; the unexplained illnesses; the sudden darkness in the woods; the portrait of the narrator in which she appears utterly dead; the appearance of the rabbit. The narrator herself is aware of the tropes that she is experiencing, and the fact that they are cliché. This ties into my second topic of analysis. 

Throughout the story, certain proper nouns are cut off, such as the location of the camp and a few names, including the narrator’s own. This is a literary convention common in older works and can be done for a few reasons, one of which is to imply that the narrator of the story is choosing to censor names out of a desire for privacy or courtesy for other characters, lending a sense of realism. We do not learn the narrator’s name, only that her initials are C—— M——, but I believe we are meant to infer the rest. The narrator is an author whose novel follows someone she considers to be a reflection of herself, saying: “She’s me.” She defends her writing against Lydia, who criticizes her use of tropes (the “madwoman in the attic,” the “mad lesbian”) and her egotistical self-insertion. C—— M—— defends her right to write “concealed autobiography,” which is what this story itself is.

At the end, C—— M—— addresses the reader directly. She says: “Perhaps you’re thinking that I’m a cliché— a weak, trembling thing with a silly root of adolescent trauma, right out of a gothic novel. But I ask you, readers: Thus far in your jury deliberations, have you encountered any others who have truly met themselves?” Here and throughout the novel, Machado defends her use of “tropes” which are really just aspects of her life, and her habit of writing “concealed autobiography” as a form of introspection. After all, a story with no trace of its author is impossible anyway, and if it did exist it would be soulless.

Memory Police

The memory Police is a novel about a novelist who lives on an island that things often disappear from. These things are often random like perfume, roses, and photos but are also main staples in people’s lives that “disappear” and then are forgotten. This book shows how people often deal with the sudden loss of once important things.

I found this story interesting because we are brought into this world where something magically “disappears” and then people all go out and destroy what is left of that item. When the birds disappeared off the island everyone went out and released all of their birds without a second thought or a protest. I think the most sinister thing that was made to disappear was the photos. Photos are people’s memories and are often one of the few physical items that we have of our love ones so when these were destroyed that further messes with their sense of memory.

Because we never know who is deciding what disappears or how they do it; this book makes me think of the systematic stripping of people’s cultures and their lives. When Africans were being brought over through the slave trade they were stripped of their native names like in Roots when Kunta was tortured into taking is master’s name, Toby. They were also stripped of their religion, their languages, and removed from their families. They were not allowed to have anything that reminded them of where the came from and forced to take on new ways of thinking and living. Further down the line, what remained of their culture was completely forgotten. This is similar to what happened in Memory Police, one by one important pieces of them and their bodies disappear until they are completely gone. This makes it seem like this was a slow but deliberate genocide.

Real Women Have Bodies is a story about the unnamed Main Character and her girlfriend,Petra. In the story we learn that there is a strange plague that is making women fade. MC  works at a dress shop called Glam and that is where she meets Petra, they soon hook up at Petra’s mother’s inn. At the inn, she learns that the faded women are being sewn into the dresses that they sell at Glam. No one knows why they do this but they stay there regardless. Soon Petra also starts to fade. At the end when Petra is fully faded the MC goes back to the dress shop and tries to free all of the women in the dresses but they refused to leave.

This story kept me thinking because we never find out why these women are fading or what happens to them after, literally no explanation is given. But I think this plague is being used to push a more modern approach to femininity. For example, the young woman who came in to try the red dress she said she loved it but “didn’t want to get a reputation” this kind of thinking is deeply embedded in women to not stand out in a certain way or look “slutty” which the color red is often associated with. Women often have to consider what we look like to the outside world (especially men) in order to be respected.  So maybe the women are being sewn into the dresses as an act of rebellion to show that they can wear what they want without being seen in any negative way.Later on, Petra says that the faded women are performing acts of “terrorism” by destroying ATMs and voting machines. This was their way of protesting and since the women started fading during the height of the ressesion it makes since they would try to mess with systems like that especially when historically women were not allowed to have their own money or vote.

Petra is an interesting character to have fade because she is not the most feminine character and her name literally means solid. There is an irony in having someone’s name literally mean solid and then them just fade away. In the beginning of the story Petra is just what her name means, she is a woman who is about her business and comes off as tough but as the story goes on she begins to become a  distraught and soft. This is due to her fading. The part when she stabs her hand at the bar I think represents her last attempt to try to be herself again and try to regain her wholeness.

Side note: I really like how Machado put little details like Petra having a smoky quartz necklace which is a smoky and transparent stone that is supposed to help with getting rid of negative energy and detoxify the body. I also liked when they went to the chapel and found that alter of Santa Rita who was a widow nun known for her mortification of flesh. Little details like this make the story feel more real and interesting.

 

Only Eight Bites

machado“Eight Bites” was a difficult story to read. The narrator experiences so much pain mentally and emotionally that I found it hard to continue. I think this is due to the fact that even though the point of view is in first person, we can understand the conflicts and struggles of the other characters (Or, rather, the main character understands the conflicts of the other characters and doesn’t want to admit it). For example, the main character is the mother of Cal, her distant daughter who is described as “furious constantly” and “all accusation.” (158) Her daughter is angry at her for wanting the surgery, which she sees as an attack against her own body, and the main character cannot understand why the daughter can’t accept her body as flawed.

This conflict reflects back to the first scene of the story. At first, I couldn’t place why the introduction was so extremely sexual when the rest of the story didn’t seem to pertain to any issues about sex or relationships that would cause that anxiety, but now I understand it as having to do with ownership of the body. Sex is normally written as a process of two bodies becoming one, and though I realize conflating pregnancy and sex might seem gross, having a child inside of you is also about blurring the line between what is your body and what is your child’s body, and there is clearly that disconnect between the main character and Cal. This is exacerbated by the fact that the main character also marks her “point of no return” into weight gain as after she had Cal. On the one hand, it’s like Cal caused her body to betray her, and on the other hand, it’s not like Cal had any say in the matter.

In the end, it also seems like the main character betrays herself. After going through with the surgery, she finds the remnants of her left-behind fat in the basement. After beating up the part of her that she cannot accept, she leaves her down there, but there is the understanding that she will have to face her eventually, as on page 166 she says, “If you’re brave, you’ll turn your body over to this water that is practically an animal, and so much larger than yourself.” I think that the ending scene of the story gives shape to the unhealed grief and anger that has been passed from her to Cal, and will continue to be passed down through other families: “She will outlive my daughter, and my daughter’s daughter, and the earth will teem with her and her kind, their inscrutable forms and unknowable destinies.” (167) However, I also think that the last few lines gesture towards acceptance and that the main character can finally rest within her own body.

The fifth story in “Her Body & Other Parties,” “Real Women Have Bodies,” is a vividly described, genuinely distressing narrative that showed how harsh speculative fiction can be. The story is told from the point of view of a young woman whose name or identity is never given. The imagery is as striking as the message, which is unapologetically harsh.

The story talks about a plague that takes over America. No one knows how this plague is spread or why it makes the women affected go from the solid human form, to slowly fading away. The first time the narrator comes in contact with these women she realizes that “…the room is full of women. Women like the one in the viral video, see-through and glowing faintly, like afterthoughts.”

The meaning of the faded but not completely gone woman can be interpreted in a multitude of ways.  They seem to be driven into seclusion in part by a society that respects them only when they are associated with items of beauty. To me, it appears to be a form of rejection that is intensified. Overall, it seems that women are lost, which leads me to believe that this is a parallel to America’s rape culture and normalization for misogyny. While everyone is aware of the plague in general, they refuse to consider the truth until it affects them or someone they know.

 

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“As my eyes adjust to the dark, the lights coalesce into silhouettes, and I realize the room is full of women. Women like the one in the viral video, see-through and glowing faintly, like afterthoughts. They drift and mill and occasionally look down at their bodies.”

The fantastical qualities exhibited in a high quantity of Machado’s works presented within this collection of short stories seems to be laboriously immersed and heavily saturated in some kind of element of enchantment – a loosely based legend or folklore. Her narratives, all spoken from the perspective of a woman, are imbued with little snippets of allusions towards fairytales that delve deeper than simple fantastical characteristics. There’s a dark property; a chilling aspect, and “Real Women have Bodies” is no exception.

red dress lolIn this particular story, we are greeted with elements parallel to that of both European-esque folk and fairy tales. More specifically, the integration of magical dresses into the properties of fanciful and illusory illustrated internally bring to mind the infamous tale of “Cinderella.” This prominence; this focus on the gowns promotes and encourages comparisons to relating stories, stories oftentimes told to young girls. Simultaneously, the concluding dissipation and destruction of the female body draws parallels to “The Little Mermaid.” However, the desolation and sorrow encompassed in this particular story and –oftentimes lacking in children’s fairy tales– encourage a more mature audience, an audience no longer innocent, naive, and sheltered from the obscurities of being a woman in society, who are attempting and ultimately failing to either meet or discourage these set standards. There’s a disintegration, a fading of sorts, as women grow and abandon their youths to discover that the real world is nothing like glass slippers, magical wands, and happy endings.

This reworking of an aspect so familiar to a female audience is almost necessary; to be reminded that we have almost no control over the worth of our bodies, oftentimes measured by outside forces, forces we cannot control.

fading awayYet the folktale aspect still stands true. The general type of story, where a man or prince meets a woman not entirely whole; not entirely human, and they embark on a romantic association that is sometimes one-sided (as perceived in the selkie stories), are widespread and sprinkled within stories still told today. Always in the end, the woman finds means of escaping and is able to return to her own; return to the sense of womanhood represented by the dresses. These specifically obscure fairytales with darker attributions and themes come to reflect a sense of cultural entrapment. Brides married off too young, women stolen from their homes, etc. This apprehension conveys the ideals of the control that men have, the capacity to capture, to misunderstand, and to rip away at the seams of womanhood until there is nothing left; until they fade away into nonexistence.

“From the blackness of the floor, I see them all, faintly luminous, moving about in their husks. But they remain. They don’t move, they never move.”

“Eight Bites”

“Eight Bites” by Carmen Maria Machado is a depressing read. It focuses on the narrator’s struggle with her weight/appearance and her difficult relationship with her daughter. I noticed that the reader doesn’t receive much information on the narrator that isn’t related to either or both of these topics. They’re both such negative topics, and even the happiness that she feels after her surgery doesn’t feel legitimate. 

“I wasn’t a fat child or teenager,” she explains, later adding, “But then I had a baby.” It sets up the underlying small amount of contempt she seems to hold for Cal, the baby in question. The narrator compares Cal to a “heavy-metal rocker trashing a hotel room before departing.” With short stories, every detail and every comparison become more important. The narrator describing her daughter in such a way as soon as the daughter as a character is introduced says a lot about the narrator’s true feelings. I get the sense that the narrator blames her daughter for the way she looks and that the daughter picked up on it through the years. It’s a tragic but fairly basic scenario: mom hates kid for ruining a part of her life, kid hates mom for being a terrible mom.

After the narrator gets her surgery and the body she wants, she’s in pain, and then she’s happy. As aforementioned, the happiness seems fake in a way. Her daughter does not contact her, and she mentions a feeling of emptiness. She’s told that she’s beautiful by her sisters, whom the readers only know as first sister, second sister, and third sister, but no satisfaction is tied to it. Eventually, a “thing” starts haunting the narrator’s home. It manifests itself as a dark entity in the rough shape of the narrator’s daughter. The first time the narrator sees it, it is crying, and the narrator kicks her and hits her with a broom and otherwise violently assaults her. Tying back to the narrator’s secret hatred for her daughter, her reaction to this entity is all the more awful.

By the end of the story, leaving off with the narrator’s death, I’m not sure how I feel about her. I sympathize with the fact that she did something drastic to change her appearance, but she was so absorbed with it that she neglected her own child. It is briefly mentioned that Cal has a kid of her own now, and the two of them only visited once a year. This story demonstrates how an extremely negative self-image can affect someone, but it also shows that actions have consequences. If you only focus on the bad about yourself, how can you expect others to do anything but the same?

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“Real Women Have Bodies” by Carmen Maria Machado is told in the present and from a first person point of view.  In The Memory Police, the narrator is speaking using past tense because she fully disappears at the end of the book, whereas in “Real Women Have Bodies,” the narrator does not fade and relates everything as it is happening. This made the story feel more personal and emotional, emphasizing the fact that Petra fades yet the narrator continues on, solid as stone.

I found it interesting that the women in this story are simply fading; they can still be seen and exist but have become something hard to see and understand. The narrator does not realize that they are part of the dresses until she is shown, and then she can suddenly see them as a part of everything, even if it may be part of her imagination, as demonstrated on page 136.

“I walk past the heavily scented entrance of a JCPenny cosmetics counter, and imagine customers uncapping tubes of lipstick and twisting the color free, and faded women squeezing up around the makeup, thumbs first.”

The idea that women are often judged and perceived differently for the way that their bodies look is not new, and Machado takes this even further by introducing Casey and Chris. Both of these characters ridicule and make comments on a few different occasions, all in reference to the way a girl looks, and if it pleases them. This is also true for the way that faded women are described and talked about by others, as seen on page 146; it is very similar to the idea of survivors of sexual assault being at fault or being blamed.

“They are talking about how we can’t trust the faded women, women who can’t be touched but can stand on the earth, which means they must be lying about something, they must be lying about something, they must be deceiving us somehow.”

Women do not often feel that their body belongs to them. Fashion and beauty trends easily sweep women up into unattainable standards that they feel that they must meet. Many struggle with body image and resort to eating disorders or plastic surgery in order to try and meet those standards. These trends and beauty standards fluctuate often, so it becomes a never ending cycle. Similar standards are also in place for those who wish to express their sexuality, and often they are stereotyped or made to feel different when they go against what is considered the norm. They all fade into the background, not relevant or good enough for enough people.

Carmen Machado’s “Real Women Have Bodies” is a beautifully written, deeply disturbing story. The story is told to us by a protagonist that never is identified with a name, which is an interesting choice. I feel as if this made the protagonist feel slightly more intangible and slippery  to me, as if she too was not completely solid. The story progresses to the point in which an incurable disease is discovered, which is making women disappear for no particular reason. The disease starts as a one hit wonder in the internet to escalate to news in a major outlet, which is an interesting way to give the disease relevance, since it is so close to what could happen in the real world. This disease that affects people is something which is never explained, and does not have to be explained. The way in which Machado describes these women, “ see-through and glowing faintly, like afterthoughts,” illustrates perfectly many of the reasons why these women are becoming invisible but sentient. From normalized misogamy, rape, society, expectations on women, and silencing of women are all possible reasons, but that does not matter in the face that the women are disappearing which makes the reason inconsequential to the actual act of disappearing.  Furthermore, the protagonist reaction to the disappearing’s ties the story together nicely. The protagonist is horrified and scared and empathetic. However, she is also frustrated by other women and their reactions, and fustrated at her own helplessness and powerlessness to help and fight the plague.

“Real Women Have Bodies”: A mysterious occurrence has caused physical women to fade into simple oracles in this world, with some opting to remain current by sewing themselves into the fabric of garments. As her new lover begins to fade into the air, a boutique salesgirl romances the daughter of a big clothing supplier, resulting in a quick, bittersweet affair. A strong commentary on body image and the intrusion of the fashion industry, which encourages and capitalizes on the “existential crises” brought on by unrealistic and ephemeral beauty standards, appears amid the narrator’s emotional breakdown. The story has a layer of fascinating immediacy beneath which flows a very scary idea, told from the point of view of a young woman whose name we never learn. The imagery is as stunning as the message, which is unapologetically cruel. Machado utilized this story to say something controversial: persons who do not dress femininely as ladies are invisible to the world, thus they are removed from the title. Dresses are a symbol of womanhood, thus their souls would cling to it because it represented who they have been: a female.

No one understands how the epidemic spreads or how the women are afflicted, but those who are infected eventually deteriorate from real bodies to nearly invisible skin. When our protagonist originally interacts with these women, she notices that:

“…the room is full of women. Women like the one in the viral video, see-through and glowing faintly, like afterthoughts.”

The meaning of the decayed woman can be interpreted in a variety of ways. They appear to be pushed into obscurity in part by a society that appreciates them only when they are associated with items of beauty. In part, it seems to be an incomprehension that is worsened by the tragic boredom of the women it affects. Generally, it appears that women are doomed, which leads me to believe that this is a metaphor for America’s rape myths and acceptance of misogyny.

 

 

 

This week we were given two stories to read by Carmen Maria Machado. I have chosen to write about the story “Real Women Have Bodies”. I feel like this story can have multiple messages and meanings, but this story for me represents how women’s bodies are viewed in modern society today. We are often judged, prodded, and harassed over the image of our bodies which is something that we cannot control. We are also judged, prodded and harassed  for changing things on our bodies that we may not like ourselves. This story makes me think of how things have developed during the age of social media. Men in particular trying to decide what is real on a woman and only valuing a woman based on what she has on her body. There were some lines on page 129 that really stood out for me in regards to this.

“All I’m saying is,” says Chris, “if I want to fuck mist, I’ll just wait for a foggy night and pull my dick out.” I pinch the muscle between my shoulder and neck. “Apparently some guys like that.” “Who? No one I know,” Chris says. He reaches out and presses his thumb into my collarbone, quickly. “You’re like stone.” “Thanks?” I knock his hand away. “I mean, you’re solid.” “Okay.” “Those other girls—“ Chris begins.”

Women have started to disappear and the reasoning is unknown. They start to fade and become unreal, tied to objects in the world. I did not quite understand why the women started to disappear. Was it because they felt unworthy, not beautiful, or was it just some fantastic force with no explanation? Eventually would all women disappear? This too can have multiple meanings for the interpretation of the disappearances and who they are happening to.

The end of the story also holds meaning to me. Even though the narrator’s lover was disappearing herself, that love never changed. She still loved her body endlessly and remained loyal to her. The narrator eventually breaks at the end of the story and tries to release all the unseen women from the dresses in the shop. The narrator is someone who has compassion for these women and since her lover has turned into one, I think it breaks her and pushes her to the brink. It makes me wonder how things will progress and how the author could have continued the story. What does this story really represent and what does this mean for the women in this story?

The stories “Real Women Have Bodies” and “Eight Bites” both contain central themes of bodies, specifically a woman’s body, and the practical and emotional implication of having a body. The voices of the stories are distinct, and the route in which they touch upon bodily issues differ while leaving reader’s with introspection towards their own relationship with their body.

“Real Women Have Bodies” is cleverly placed prior to “Eight Bites”, as women’s bodies are fading, they cling to the physical, tangible vessel of their womanhood, whereas in “Eight Bites” there is a goal to diminish this vessel, make it as small as possible. 

 

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I would not be surprised if the majority of women, and people, have experienced at least some of the sentiments expressed in “Eight Bites”, whether fueled from familial judgment, societal expectations, or self-hatred. The interaction between the narrator and the ghost of herself, the pieces of her body she excavated, was a gut-wrenching interaction. Insecurities and unhappiness are complicated, diluted feelings; a way to manage these feelings, these intangible, ugly and confusing feelings, is to direct it towards something tangible: the physical. The unfortunate reality about directing the complicated relationship with self into a physical, often harmful outlet, is that any “goal” achieved, or perceived progress will never be enough. It will never satiate the root of what drives the issue. The apparent control is just a coverup for underlying chaos. In the midst of that chaos, that desire for control, the narrator cut away a piece of herself, never having reconciled her own insecurities and at the end of the story remains alone and isolated. In hindsight, we look back at the parts of ourselves we once beat up with pitiful sympathy. 

 

(Side note: What a relevant read during National Eating Disorder Awareness Week)

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“Real Women Have Bodies” by Carmen Maria Machado is a haunting story about a woman working at a high end dress store who lives through a strange epidemic of women becoming incorporeal. She enters a relationship with another woman named Petra, who is the daughter of the seamstress who makes many of the store’s dresses. Petra shows the narrator that many women who have faded have gathered and are allowing themselves to be stitched into the dresses that her mother makes. The narrator is disturbed by this and quits her job. Later, after the relationship between the narrator and Petra has advanced, Petra begins to fade. In the end, Petra is gone completely, and the narrator breaks into the dress store to tear apart dresses, freeing the women inside them. She implores them to leave, but they don’t.

This story reminded me of Julia Armfield’s “The Great Awake” in that it explores an individual’s experience of a large-scale supernatural event, while giving no clear explanation of the cause or meaning of the events. We do not learn exactly why the event is happening, but we hear a few popular theories (in “The Great Awake,” the separation of Sleep from peoples’ bodies was blamed on phones and social media, among other things, and in this story, the increasing incorporeality of women is blamed on everything from the fashion industry to the water). I enjoy the ambiguity of these stories because it allows the reader to interpret the meaning of the events in whatever way resonates with them, as well as because it adds a layer of realism to a fantastic premise. In real life, we don’t usually get answers.

I interpreted the fading in this story as a statement on a few women’s issues. First, I thought it could be about dehumanization of women by men. At one point, the two men who work at the photography studio, Chris and Casey, objectify women and judge them based on their sexual appeal even as they are suffering from something as horrific as watching their bodies disappear. Additionally, women are accused of lying and deceiving by becoming incorporeal, as if they had a choice in the matter and as though this were a desirable outcome for them. This is reminiscent of how victims of sexual assault are treated by many men. I also thought that women’s fading actually did have something to do with the fashion industry, or more largely the expectation that women be beautiful. A sizable paragraph in the text is dedicated just to describing the beauty of the dresses, which we later learn that many women who have disappeared want desperately to be physically stitched into. They do not choose to “cook [themselves] into the mustard” at the condiment factory, they choose beautiful things to embody. I think this idea also fits with the line: “they were fading younger and younger, weren’t they?” as a reference to how girls are expected to grow up quicker, and seem to no longer be allowed to look like children.

Real Women Have Bodies

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In “Real Women Have Bodies,” Carmen Maria Machado once again takes parts of the female experience and spins them together to create another horror story. A dress shop worker begins a relationship with the daughter of one of the shop’s biggest suppliers, Petra. Meanwhile, the world is facing an unknown phenomenon. Women’s bodies are slowly disappearing, losing their corporeal forms and drifting around while barely being seen by those around them. No one knows how this is caused or what’s causing it, but soon men in media begin blaming the women to whom this is happening.  “They are talking about how we can’t trust the faded women. women who can’t be touched but can stand on the earth, which means they must be lying about something, they must be deceiving us somehow.

“I don’t trust anything that can be incorporeal and isn’t dead,” one of them says” (146). For me, this struck a chord in how often we resort to victim-blaming when something bad happens to women. We cause things to happen to us and have to behave a certain way to keep ourselves. Even when we have no control, like losing your corporeal body would be, it’s still our fault. Despite the fantastical nature of the story, the blame being put onto the disappearing women is something that is relatable.

The one part I found most disturbing was to learn that some of these whisps are having themselves stitched into the dresses, and we know they still feel pain as they are heard crying out when they are stitched into these dresses. It reminded me of the statement of “beauty is pain” that entered my mind when reading that part. But at the same time to me, it felt believable. Already there is so much pressure to alter your body to look a certain way that the idea of stitching a dress to yourself to remain seen doesn’t feel like too much of a stretch

The protagonist’s own relationship comes to tragedy when her lover begins disappearing. It’s painful seeing her and Petra facing this together knowing that is inevitable. The panic she feels when Petra goes for a run and she thinks she’s already disappeared shows the love and care that has been developed. This is coupled with the mental break she has when Petra does disappear. The breakdown the narrator is having feels like a reflection on the insane expectations of beauty standards pushed on women at such an early age can destroy the minds of women and girls. How even when we push back against them, these standards don’t move and never seem to.

With “Selkie Stories are for Losers,” the story is simple enough and a fair parallel of “The Goodman of Wastness”: The wife is a secret selkie, kidnapped and forced to bear children, and then she finds her skin and runs away, leaving her husband and children behind. However, in “The Goodman of Wastness,” the story seems to end right there; the husband searches for but never finds his unwilling wife. “Selkie Stories are for Losers” continues, however; the story is of the selkie’s daughter, forced to work to cover the bills for her father, as her mother ran off long ago. The allusions through “Selkie Stories are for Losers” and the parallel and seemingly abrupt and subtle reference to “The Goodman of Wastness” tell a different story — of daughters who don’t want to be like their mothers and the unending desire of daughters to not be like their mothers.

I once was scrolling mindlessly on Instagram at ten at night (as one does) and came across a page that had compiled a Tumblr Post that starts off with a quote about how the mother raises the eldest daughter to be her, then laments when she becomes her (and after 15 minutes of Google and Instagram, I am sad to say I could not find it) and it spirals from there into a whole group of users sharing the quotes they’d saved personally, with the final poster explaining that these quotes scare them because it’s true. In the context of “Selkie Stories are for Losers,” the narrator could perhaps take a look at this post because it fits her perfectly. Wanting to rebel, to reach for something to hold onto, to not let go of everything once they have what they want, and according to her, are “on the wrong side of magic.” By sharing the different selkie folktales such as “The Goodman of Wastness,” she inherently shares stories of letting go once the goal is met. And while one realizes in the last paragraph what happens — Mona dumps the narrator in Colorado and the narrator burns all her things and screams every night — it’s a story of two daughters and their attempts to set themselves free of their mother’s fate, in which only the narrator succeeds. Mona lets go, but the narrator doesn’t. The allusions to Mona’s fate begin with her mother, who cries a lot. So does Mona, and once they escape, they wish to go back. The narrator is vastly different from her mother, and so this alludes to her fate: stuck in Colorado, having what she wants but also not really.

It is through these two women we look at the scary reality of eldest or only daughters raised to be like their mothers. One goes back, and the other moves on past her memories and past, and onwards to a new future. And those two choices seem to be the only ones. It is up to those daughters to choose their fate and either be a figurative selkie like Mona or a human like the narrator — to become what we most fear becoming as we grow up or to move on past it and become a better person.

Upon reading “The Goodman of Wastness,” I considered the possibility that the Goodman stealing the skins of the Selkie was a metaphor for colonization. I came to this conclusion after looking up that a goodman is a term for the male head of household, and wastness means desolation. This can be inferred from the words of the Selkie whose skin he has stolen, as she begs him for her skin back. When he does this, he is taking an item of importance from her, making it harder for her to survive in society, just like colonizers did when they pushed out indigenous people.

The concept of taking something that is not yours from a group of people is not a new concept, as it has been a concept since colonization. An example of this in the story is when it states that the Selkie could not survive in the sea without her skin, and he would not give up her skin. I think this is referring to how colonizers take power away from groups of people that were already there, much like how they make groups of people defenseless, upset, and on-edge. Without her skin, she is helpless and is separated from her family, forced to marry someone who took something from her. This concept is not new, as many indigenous women in the past were forced to marry white Englishmen in order to survive in times of colonization.

While reading the story, I got an uneasy feeling due to how the story seems like it is about colonization.

Selkie Stories

In “The Goodman of Wastness” and “Selkie Stories are for Losers” both of the authors talked about transformation from a seal to a human and sometimes a human back to a seal. Both men in the stories was walking around and found naked women swimming near the sea and in the pool and decides to take their skin. The women have to get married to the men and they have children with the men, but after some time they find their skin that the men have hidden and go back to the sea to never return.

When the man in “The Goodman of Wastness” saw the naked ladies, instead of turning around and giving them privacy, he watched and crept closer and took one of the lady’s seal skin. This part of the story reminds me of a peeping tom who took clothes away from the woman, so she has no choice but to run around naked or be with him and have her clothes back. Sometimes that could be a joke but only with your friends, not with strangers, because then it is not funny.

In the “Selkie Stories are for Losers,” the daughter of a selkie works at a diner to help pay bills because her mom left when she found her skin. One night the daughter forgets her car keys inside the diner, but it is closed. She runs into the niece of the owner, and they break into the diner to get her keys and drink wine. We find out that the niece, Mona, has a strange relationship with her mom because her mom just cries, which makes Mona upset and she takes off to get some fresh air.

I can relate to this because I have a strange relationship with my mom and when she starts crying in her misery I just want to leave and never return. I find peace by being around and in water and if I was mermaid I would live in the sea. I feel like my mom left me even though she is still here physically, and I know when gets the chance to run she will and won’t look back because she only cares about her feeling and her freedom.

 

I read the last 10 chapters of “The Memory Police” and there was a lot of details in those 10 chapters. The novel that the narrative is writing about gets a weird and dark turn. When the order from the memory police to get rid of the books, it was hard for the narrative to let go of the books. It was hard for me to read what they did to the books because I love books and I have my own library of different kinds of books. Reading what they did to the books and read how no one really cared was hard.

This story reminds me of Nazis in Germany when they were trying to get rid of Jews and their history. The Jews would go hiding and find a safe place to hide but they were found by the Nazis and taken away. The Nazis were trying to erase the presence of the memory of Jews. And in this book the Memory Police was trying to erase the memories that they decided that they did not need anymore.

“And what will happen if words disappear?” 

This tale almost feels like a contrasting narrative to the short story “History of a Disturbance” in terms of the importance that words have in what each author is trying to convey. Ogawa relies heavily on word-building to recount and express what has been lost. (It just seems fitting that the protagonist would be a writer.) She is faced with a challenge in describing the forgotten and relies heavily on precise definitions, on detailed and meticulous elucidations. Her words are how she leads us through a story centered around the concept of not knowing.  She employs clever strategies to combat this opposition, tactics to allow readers to comprehend what has been lost and to utilize the concept of forgetting. 

“What lovely roses,” I told her. Anything I had ever felt about these flowers had already vanished from my heart, but she was plucking the petals from her own blooms with such tenderness that I’d wanted to say something to her. This was the first thing that came to mind.

bye bye flowers“Thank you. They won the gold medal at last year’s fair,  you know.” My comment seemed to have pleased her. “They are the last most beautiful memento I have of my late father.” But there was no regret in her voice as she tore apart the petals and sent them fluttering into the water. The polish on her fingernails was nearly the same shade as the flowers. Once her work was done, she turned and, without a glance at the stream, gave me the sort of graceful bow typical of people of her class and left.

In three days’ time, the river had returned to normal with no visible change the color or level of the water.”

While melancholy, there’s also a feeling of peacefulness. Even as these objects, along with all memories correlating with them, disperse, it’s an eerily calm affair. We can’t quite comprehend this strange emptiness that the inhabitants of this island endure, yet we are given some idea when we are introduced to the other woman. That unfeeling-ness. While these roses meant a great deal to her at some point, even going as far as to compare their color to her fingernails – and in doing so, convey that they had become a physical part of her – the connection is broken. As readers, we are made to sense this circumstance of detachment after being given a glimpse into the connection of the flowers and the woman. 

However, there is no regret in her action, no hesitation in disregarding an item so vital to her emotional state. There is no longer a deeper meaning in this subject matter, and it no longer exists to her mind. There is an absence that is perfectly expressed. The feelings of the reader contrast heavily with the feelings of both the woman and the narrator – for we know what is supposed to be there, what is supposed to be felt. There should be remorse, or sadness, or sorrow, or guilt.

And even the lack of words helps to build this scene. As the reader understands this loss, actively feels this dissipation, there are no words on the page to support these sensations. There is a purposeful emptiness in the descriptions we expect. 

For this class we have been asked to read two novels. The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa is the first of the two. This novel tells the tale of an island that is affected by objects that disappear. Not only do objects disappear, so too do the memories and feelings that are associated with them.  The narrator is a person who doesn’t remember the things that have disappeared, much like the others on the island, but there are people who do remember, and they have to be protected and hidden. The back of the book states that it is a novel about the trauma of loss, and I couldn’t agree more. The narrator’s editor, R, is a person who remembers many of the things that have been forgotten, so his process when it comes to loss is something that many can relate to, but the narrator along with others on the island can also be related to as well. Some people lose things but have no memories or feelings towards what they have lost. This can apply to objects and people, so I think this book covers both realms of the loss/grieving spectrum. I really enjoyed this novel and the fact that there were so many details in it.

The novel inside a novel was also a great touch on the author’s part, and it got me very immersed into both stories that were being told. I also thought that the narrator’s novels were reflections of her and how she was feeling. She may have found it easier to write her words and give her feelings/emotions to another person than to explain them for herself. This can also be a way to cope with loss or hard emotions so to me it was like watching her learn how to feel things and have emotions.

The Memory Police

Yoko Ogawa’s beautifully fantastical novel The Memory Police describes a world in which people are forced to forget items little by little, until eventually they forget themselves. During each disappearance, everyone will wake up “[and] feel that something has changed from the night before.” (1) After this, they must get rid of everything remaining of that item, which proceeds like a funeral. However, Ogawa has complicated this system in several ways. People are also “disappeared” because those who can still remember lost items are taken away by the Memory Police. The first instance we know of this happening is with the speaker’s mother. I think this sets up the major conflict of the novel because her mother was a craftsman who literally carved things into stone and wood. Her very presence was a threat to forgetfulness as she could also remember the lost items and would tell the speaker about them. With her disappearance, the conflict of the novel is primed to be about the struggle between remembering the impossible and the speaker’s struggle against the Memory Police. This escalates as the speaker hides her editor, R, in a secret room in her house because he is someone who can still remember.

Another conflict in the story is related to identity. We are never given the speaker’s name or her pronouns (so I’m simply assuming she’s a woman), but we can learn things about her through her writings, which are included inside of the novel. R had said, “the conscious mind is embedded in a subconscious that’s ten times as powerful,” which prepares us to read the speaker’s writing as a sort of manifestation of her fears, wants, and joys. (24) Of course, the speaker tells us about her past and we learn what type of person she is from her actions, but it’s the small details we aren’t given that make the edges of her image blurry. As the novel progresses, she also loses her vibrancy as she loses things that are integral to her life, such as novels and the old man. Emptiness is a major concept that flows throughout the novel’s descriptions, and it’s a presence that the speaker balks at but also something she understands is inevitable. After all, she’s the one who is constantly asking what will become of the island and the rest of the people there.

Overall, the struggle of the novel paints a picture of human suffering as it relates to grief and loss. With each disappearance, the speaker has to, “make do with a hollow heart full of holes,” and is forced to give up a bit of herself with each loss. (82) The losses destroy her sense of self until she is even forced to forget her own body, and she is only left as voice surrounded by things she cannot remember. I think Ogawa has created a world that makes the characters reckon with how they understand themselves when their memories are forcibly removed, as well as how they understand each other. These memories are integral to the human connections in the novel. For example, the speaker forgets what hats are, but her neighbor is continually referred to as the “hat-maker” because that was how she understood him when they met. As her memories disappear, her connections with the people around her are also forced to change. In the end, the speaker can only cling to things she doesn’t understand to try to still feel connected to the people lost to her.

The Memory Police

The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa is a beautifully written political dystopian novel. To me this novel was reminiscent of Ray Bradbury’s Fahrenheit 451 and Lois Lowry’s The Giver. All these works of literature take place in a dystopia in which the government has taken complete control of particular aspects of life or life itself. All of these works focus on a character that is attempting to disobey the order, and attempt to find a way of life that is different from what their governments have forced upon them. However, The Memory Police has unique characteristic that distinguishes it from the rest.

The way the The Memory Police distinguishes itself from other political dystopian novels is that the motives of the memory police is never clear to the reader. Throughout the novel, Yoko Ogawa never attempts to specify the motives or the details of the organization which has taken control over the lives of the people. Furthermore, the way in which the world is set up to follow the restrictions placed by memory police allows for the readers to understand the power that the government institution has on their lives. Once something disappears from the island, no one can remember the function. Hence, even though items like boats have not completely disappeared, it will never be used because the function of the object has become obsolete to the people that live there. Additionally, the correlation between political institutions and the physical world are intertwined in a way that allows for the disappearance of things to become more concrete. When the roses disappeared they never grew again. Similarly, when calendars cease to exist, so do the seasons that accompany them. All these ways in which the author creates this world makes it immensely distinguishable from other dystopian novels.

Another way in which this book is masterful is in its world building. Yoko Ogawa never overexplains the situation in which the characters are in, but she never leaves the readers in the dark. The explanations that she provides are enough for the reader to get the grasp of the situation without being spewed out to the reader at the beginning. Additionally, the way in which the details expand over the course of the novel set a feeling of credibility that allows for the reader to immerse themselves into the story. This is because the story starts with small disappearances that grow to things which cause real effects on the lives of people. Additionally, her pragmatic tone allows for the story to have a sense of uncanniness and eeriness. Furthermore, as the novel moves forward the sense of desperation, fear, and tension grows. It also allows for the reader be more attentive to the occurrences and have a sense of belief in the events unfolding in the novel. Also, the choice of not naming many of the characters caught my attention. It could illustrate that these people are losing their identity. Hence, there is no need to differentiate them by names as their identity is lost amid the mass of people. It could also emphasize the feeling of surrealism in this world, as we are never given a clear name to identify these characters.

Another literary device that I thought brought context to the novel was that the narrator was writing. The novel inside The Memory Police runs parallel to the main story, but what truly caught my attention was the similarity between the characters. Apart from the story being tied to her life, it also made me think of how as people disappear, so do archetypes of people, so I found the idea that the characters she writes are so similar to her to be interesting. It could also imply that people who disappear are gone from her memory, so she cannot think of or remember the differences between people. This also emphasizes the idea that the people are becoming empty shells of themselves, and their “sleeping souls” are actually gone. Additionally, as she writes about things which she has forgotten, it foreshadows her own disappearance.

“The Memory Police” by Yoko Ogawa is a dreamy dystopian narrative set on an unidentified island that’s enveloped by a forgetting pandemic. The cognitive burden of forgetting is depicted in physical reality in the novel: when objects vanish from recollection, they vanish from real existence. It’s a dreamy dystopian narrative set on an unidentified island that’s enveloped by a forgetting pandemic. The cognitive burden of forgetting is depicted in physical reality in the novel: when objects vanish from recollection, they vanish from real existence. They try to respect the disappearances by convening in the street and debating how much they’ve sacrificed. As roses wither away, a covering of rainbow petals forms in the river, as though in a fairy tale. People unlock their birdcages and liberate their bewildered pets into the skies when birds go missing. Less artistic objects, such as stamps and green beans, vanish as well. No one can leave or truly comprehend where they are because the ships and charts have vanished. Each absence is followed by a moment of foggy limbo. There are several stages to forgetting: the object vanishes, the memory of the object vanishes, and finally the memory of failing to mention the object vanishes. In that the plot addresses the calm, daily outcomes of scientific experimentation, the novel’s approach is close to magical realism.

The disturbing feel of the story is compounded by Ogawa’s simple and direct, realistic demonstration, with her narrator leading a more or less normal life, as more and more absences take hold, the world severely limits yet people continue to go about their status quo, embracing whatever befalls them and soldiering on. It’s a bizarre twist on the standard authoritarian dystopia, with people in charge controlling the globe from afar, manifesting only in the piecemeal emptying of the world.This is a more complex scenario, one that goes beyond depicting severe repression by a police-like force in a remote location. At first glance, Ogawa’s novel appears to be small, because it is limited to this narrator and her very modest life — which is becoming increasingly confining around her — and written in such a straightforward manner, yet it is actually a tremendously broad dark picture she portrays.

The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa starts off with a strong, intriguing first line that introduces the fantastical element of the story right away:

“I sometimes wonder what was disappeared first—among all the things that have vanished from the island.”

Right away, the reader is given the point of view, the tense, the basic setting, the idea that things are being “disappeared,” and the information that the disappearances have been happening since before the narrator was born. Very quickly, a more in-depth explanation is given about the disappearances and how they affected the narrator and the narrator’s family. It set a solid baseline for the rest of the story to operate off of.

In contrast, I felt that the ending was less strong. The narrator goes through her whole arc of losing her ability to write, trying to write again, failing, and then very suddenly gaining her ability back. The fact that she can continue her novel can leave the reader with a sense of hope, but there was no prior indication that she would be able to. In fact, all of her previous attempts to write were so unproductive that I assumed she would have to spend years to be able to write again. 

The fate of the narrator’s body and mind in the last chapter helped to redeem the ending. The heartbreak that accompanies not only the narrator’s fate but the fate of most of the islanders makes a beautifully sad ending. The question isn’t always “What is this story about?” Sometimes you have to consider, “What can I learn from this story?” I believe that the plot and ending specifically offer a bit of life advice that you should cherish what you have as if you could lose it overnight. This is a fairly basic piece of advice, but far too often is it ignored. Paired with the multitude of losses throughout the story– loss of items, loss of memory, loss of life– remembering to appreciate what you have becomes much more real. It’s raw, it’s evocative. 

I enjoyed the way Ogawa handled her characters. She broke them down bit by bit before erasing them completely. The old man showed signs of breaking down physically before his death, and the narrator lost herself slowly before becoming lost to the universe. It’s not the same as losing something overnight, but it still provides the same advice to not take advantage of what brings you joy in life.

I appreciated what I was able to take away from The Memory Police. I was expecting it to go a typical dystopian route with more information on why disappearances are happening, who is causing them, and what happens after the story ends. However, the finality of the narrator simply slipping away, leaving behind her love, was stronger than a drawn-out explanation would have been. It isn’t about “Why?” It’s about “This is what happens, what will you make of it?”

Memory Police

The Memory Police,” is a thrilling novel by Yoko Ogawa. The unidentified narrator is a novelist who lives on an unidentified island off the coast of another large island with her mother, a sculptress. As the physical reality around her fades away (birds, ribbon, emeralds, candy, etc.) so do the people who can recall the vanished objects. Anyone who exhibits evidence of being able to recall these objects as well as anyone who keeps the items that disappear is apprehended by the Memory Police. When the nameless narrator discovers that her editor is one of the few people whose memories are undisturbed by the disappearances, she decides to hide him in a room between the first and second floors of her home.

Despite the fact that the novel was written over 30 years ago, it nevertheless delves into the worries and concerns of today’s readers. It’s difficult to read this without being reminded of the numerous reports of cops carrying out no-knock warrants and killing unarmed black people. The Memory Police make what may be construed as a political argument. “What political argument does it primarily address?” is my key question.

 

Review: The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa | Books and Bao

Memory Police

 

the memory policeDystopians novels truly can be one of the most interesting forms of literature, and oddly enough, I find it slightly satisfying when its ending isn’t a “We won and defeated the bad guy” type of happy ending. But it doesn’t necessarily mean it has to be a complete downer ending. 

The Memory Police, while a complete novel on its own, I found having some lingering threads to similar dystopian novels such as Nineteen Eighty-Four (Those suspected of remembering being harassed and detained by the Memory Police and the memory of them being taken akin to anyone who is slightly suspected of even thinking against Big Brother being immediately arrested and either tortured or “unpersoned” in Nineteen Eighty-Four). Even the cover’s image ties into this, the rough sketches of the woman on the cover representing parts of her being forgotten.

The Memory Police start out with little things (hats and ribbons) which have the plausibility of being grounded in reality even with the fantastical of memories being grounded in a more reality-based tale. When novels become one of the things to disappear, we find that believable especially since that something similar has happened repeatedly in the past. This setup of little and believable things allows us to when things like birds and even people’s body parts begin disappearing, it seems believable to us due to the original setup.

The fact that the author herself isn’t one of the people who can remember but rather some of the people who are closest to her (her mother and R, her editor) was an interesting way to make the narrator slightly unreliable. She is relying on memories she doesn’t have but that others do. The control the Memory Police strive to have to keep feels akin to multiple factions of leadership from the past and currently existing, but you can’t really pin it down to one exactly but to know all of them is how to keep from slipping under the control.

In a world that is currently having things disappear and the memories where people may forget the memories of certain animals or environments or ways of life, the ending of the book is very melancholic with a bit of hope at the end. R’s fate is left up in the air, but with the potential to for things to end well for him keeping his memories of the author and everything else that has been forgotten and disappeared. Hopefully, the memories we have of the past can keep us from forgetting.

the memory police

Going into this novel, I expected a political dystopia similar to that of George Orwell’s 1984. Despite sharing the theme of a surveillance state, however, the two stories have very little in common. Unlike 1984, The Memory Police, while undoubtedly being a tale about the pitfalls of totalitarianism, focused much more on the individual, existential aspect of such a situation than the how and why. What makes us who we are? What happens to a person’s spirit when their culture has been eradicated, when they have nothing left to root their identity in? This story concludes with the thought that they will simply fade away. This is the intention of people who destroy cultures: to destroy the people connected to them.

Of course, this isn’t just a story about things being taken from people. They are literally gone from people’s memories. Someone can pick up a piece of ribbon and feel it, see it for what it is, but it is meaningless to them — they have no memory of it, no emotional connection to it. It is as though they have never encountered a ribbon before, and don’t see why they should care to. This is not something that can really happen to people, at least not intentionally or on a large scale. I believe that this is a fantastical condensation of something that happens over a span of generations. In real life, when a culture is “disappeared,” it is not the people who lived in it before that lose their deeper connection to it, but their children and grandchildren, who must be raised in a world where the things that their parents and grandparents held dear no longer exist. They may hear bits and pieces of what once was from their elders, but it will be largely meaningless to them, removed from their personal reality. They will have lost something that they never had. Condensing this generational experience into a single person makes it more poignant, more visible, so that the reader can see just how invasive a loss of culture really is into every aspect of a person’s life.

There are also the people in this story who do not forget. The people who remember, who could hypothetically pass knowledge onto those who do not, must be disappeared, too, in order to prevent that from happening. I believe that the existence of these characters serves multiple purposes. First, I think that they serve to represent people watching their children and grandchildren live divorced from their heritage. Second, they provide contrast to the ones who do not remember. Their relative fullness makes the emptiness of those who have forgotten even more striking. Even then, there may be things that were disappeared before they were born, that nobody has hope of remembering. The last is that they are the only ones who can say certain things that Ogawa felt needed to be said. R, the narrator’s editor who does not forget, tries again and again to encourage her to remember. He pushes her to finish her novel, which never could have happened without his influence, and he espouses the importance and necessity of remembering.

The novel that the narrator writes is clearly of great importance. It runs parallel to the actual novel’s main storyline: the narrator’s life. It explores its main character’s loss of self and of the will to continue. Most importantly, the narrator of the main story manages to finish it despite its disappearance. What does this mean? The implication here is that, although difficult, it is possible to get something back once it has been disappeared. Similarly, the narrator speaks about disappeared things as though she knows they are still inside her somewhere, however unreachable, and with practice she comes closer to reaching them. Still, it is not enough, and she succumbs to the disappearance anyway. In the end, she is left in the secret room with the other disappeared things, and she only asks to be remembered.

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